Learned and learning.

I miss blogging.  (Never again will I move the week before Christmas after being overseas during Thanksgiving only leaving myself three weeks to find a new place to live, pack up all I own, and move.)  I'm almost done with my India updates and will finally be able to write about the other things God is doing in my heart.  But today I have to interupt my India updates for just a quick blurb.

My new blog layout (which I've heard doesn't work with Internet Explorer, try Mozilla Firefox or Google Chrome or Safarai) was part of my "start over" for the new year.  I have pushed the proverbial restart button of my life and made changes and created personal goals that I believe will help my mind feel more organized, my spirit more peaceful, and my heart content. 

*To clairify, things weren't circling the drain in 2009, but I did struggle a lot with insecurities and my identity in Christ as a result of my frenzied existence.  That must change.  I crave the confidence that comes from intentionally seeking the Lord each day and long for the stillness to feel and hear from God.  The steps that I am taking toward that, and toward my general wellbeing, are:

1. Go on a "leadership break" from church so I can remember what it's like to simply attend and participate. 
2. Try new recipes, exercise, attempt to paint, and enjoy outdoor activities (hiking/canoeing).
3. Read every book on my bookshelves that I haven't read before (I think there are at least 15 that I've never read!).
4. Travel. Because I can, because I love it, and because I have friends I want to visit.
5. Dream big with God and the desires He's given me.
6. Pursue those dreams.

2010.  It's going to be a good year.